| Yep, that's it, I love you. |
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| It's happening again. Part of me, the scared and burned part, wants to stop it and yell and scream and no no no no no!!! The bigger part of me, the hopeful and silly and stupid part of me thinks maybe it'll be okay this time... Maybe.
I've never been very good at depriving myself of things I want this badly. |
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| Shit shit shit shit shit shit... I told myself I'd never do this again.
And I WON'T, goddamnit. I WON'T.
...shit. |
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| brand new toothbrushes flannel everything bacon opening boxes things that sparkle mittens remote controls how old books smell baths rain sorting things cutting my hair when people volunteer affection dinosaurs Doctor Who my bunnies pushing buttons sleeping without a shirt on mirrors wool socks pie people who randomly do nice things toast gadgets funny t-shirts emoticons sugar cubes drinking things out of a bottle baking cleaning the smell of hairspray when things are contrasty tights the noise my AIM makes boys who play piano boys coffee eye contact when people touch my collarbone daisies europop slight-of-hand finding things lace nutcrackers hugs dancing vintage clothes counting things people calling me cuddles the noise loud cars make when you're sitting in them public transportation fireflies bicycles with baskets on them beaches sunburns wooden things mango smoothies chewing my fingernails lightbulbs banjos really loud bass beads good covers of bad songs down comforters laughing for so long my face hurts big windows bubbles cats pens dangly earrings sleeping on my stomach being barefoot eyeliner psychic links biting things swords fairy wings improv games Kurt Vonnegut hands
you?
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| I get smitten far too easily. :-\ |
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